In reality, I wasn’t being a man
A raise of a fist made me bliss
With her tears she tried to baptize me
But with her tears I was never cleansed
I felt powerful,
The way I would dominate her every move
A snap of a finger would make her flinch
Damn I was sick...
No excuse for my abuse
Cause those memories never disappear
Won’t even seek forgiveness
For what I did to her over the years...